Sunday, October 24, 2010

Downward Spiral into the Abyss

So, it's been a horrible semester. I am behind in all of my work. I was dating a guy I thought I may marry, but I felt like he didn't even like me most of the time. It was wearing on my self-esteem and so I broke up with him October 8th, because I don't want to be with someone that doesn't even like who I am. 

Meanwhile, for the past two months I've been consumed by this boy, what he's thinking, why he's not being nice etc, and I've totally screwed myself on my work for school. So, now, I have so much catching up to do.

I feel fat, and if I can only control my weight, I know I can control my life again.

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